Do you ever wonder if a friendship is meant to be? You actually try to go out of your way to be nice to someone, or help someone, only to be continually pushed away. That's where I am right now...and quite honestly, I don't know what to do about it. Part of me feels like I should just back off, maybe even let it go. And the other part of me feels like I should continue to try to make things better. I feel like a loser. I really don't have that many "close" friends. I have four children and a full time job, no one wants to hang out with me. I don't really like the bar scene anymore and by the time I get home from work, I'm soooo tired that the thought of gabbing on the phone with anyone for longer than 2 minutes does not sound very appealing to me. But I want friends! I want friends who WANT me as a friend.
This sucks.
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